But tonight I couldn’t seem to focus… I was totally the opposite of what I am now this morning, I don’t know what happened. Things came crashing down without prior signs.
I’m writing because writing is the closest thing to my happiness, as of now. Maybe this could finally help me back to focusing on what really matters…
Summer does have ups and downs. And so does life. But it doesn’t stop here, there’s always tomorrow where I can reunite with happiness again. I’m never weak, or at least I don’t show it. 😉 that’s one of my best traits, but it also have downsides like it leads people to think I don’t need any assistance in times of my weakest moments. But I can live with that. 🙂
I feel bad about throwing the new book my mom brought me home earlier. Now I have to find it or else she’ll return it back to the bookstore. I feel guilty, even for books, I have a soft spot. When I find it (fingers crossed I will), I’ll read a few chapters then get some sleep. Aside from writing blogs and reading books, sleeping is also my get-away from reality. I need to feel better. Hopefully by tomorrow I will. 🙂
I won’t be updating my social networking sites that I made this new entry anymore. I don’t see the point of posting an entry that the majority of it is siding up on negative thoughts. Although I would appreciate people reading this, I’ll leave it up to them to find this themselves without me having to spoon-feed them this post’s link. 🙂
Good night! Until then.